I guess it is time for me to take my leave...After so much things I have been through here I think it just had to have an end soomewhere and this end is here.. I have been rping Miryo for months on, since August 2011 untill March 2012...I would say that was my last month here being happy..And thats why even if it is may now I would like to say it all ended for me March when I was last happy to be here and I felt needed..I see things have changed and I'm sorry for dragging all this for so long now..I beg for your apology for that Also I want to apologize to everyone who I have hurt, made sad or mad..I'm sorry! And no I dont regret even one thing I have done here. I'm apologizing only from courtesy but I dont regret anything because at the moment I have done it, it was the right thing to be done and I'm convinced in that... Standing at the end now I dont want to think of the lonliness and saddness I have felt till now but rather remember only the nice things. Main reason why I am not deactivating this accounts is because I did have happy times and yeah believe it or not I used to be hyper and happy once upon a time, prolly little have seen that side of me..Anyway..My point is I want to keep that archive to remind me one day of all the amazing people I have met around here, all the smiles, the silliness and heartaches too [have had couple or may be more of those xD]. I suppose it will be fun to look back at that some day and see what my going-out-of-teenagehood stage was like lol.. I always knew it will be hard to do this but never thought it'd be that hard..I used to have a ready text in my head what I would say and so on..but now it came to it my brain is empty..I would love to make a cool swagging exit like it would suit Miryo but well I guess I'm not as good as I wish I was eheh.. Lastly I want to THANK everyone who has been friendly towards me and sorry that you had to deal with such a effed up persona like me..Hope I made at least one of you at one point smile and havent disappointed you. To those who think they are alone or noone cares or other bad things about themselves..Guys I wish you could see yourselves from my point of you, I have been lurking a lot and I can ASSURE you, you ALL are cared for you all have someone who will land you a hand at one point or another... Hang in there couse you deserve to be happy and smile and believe me there is always better day <3 Well I dont know what else to say so instead of making this any more senseless andd boring I will stop here. I'm sorry to those who feel like I need to apologize to them.. Thank you to those who have been by my side till now that includes even you who haven't talked to me at all..As long as you were following I guess you cared.. I guess that is it..8 months of friendships, drama, gossips, tears from laughter and tears from sadness end here..Thank you for being part of my life.. [heh its nothing posh or special but thats all my skills end up to xD]